I seem to have fallen back into a terrible habit of re-re-re-reading. In my current case, I’ve been rereading various manga on the Hoopla and Kodansha apps. Not that I mind rereading stories that I currently enjoy, but there’s a point where I’m just passively going in circles and I really need to break myself out of that when it happens.
I’m still not entirely sure how I got into this cycle, but I have a few theories. Some years ago I read the Super Ridiculously Long Edition of Mark Lewisohn’s Beatles history Tune In which ended up exhausting my reading brain for a few months afterwards, but it’s been a while so it’s not entirely that these days. It could be that I’m just being super passive about my reading habits lately. It could also be that I went through a phase where no new books were intriguing me at all (not that they’re bad, just that I’d grown weary of a particular genre that was still everywhere). And it was definitely partly due to Real Life Stuff taking up too many spoons and I needed something light.
That’s not to say I’ll stop reading manga cold turkey, because that wouldn’t fix the problem at all, only shift it onto some other subject or genre I might be interested in. Besides, I’ve grown fond of a few series on the Kodansha app and I want to keep tabs on its weekly updates. No, this is merely about making a concerted effort to pick up a book from my bedside shelf and start reading. That’s all there is to it.
I just need to, y’know, start doing it.


